hm..

song's name was "Hm.."
like a bee
the sound squize me

Hm.. hm.. hm..
go.. go.. away..

your sound scatters me
posted by Asa at 5/08/2004 10:49:00 AM

Free your mind!

actually every problem is simple
but we always make it worst because our minds
think too much.

if we erase the sub-problem,
we get the main problem.
and the main problem is only ONE PROBLEM:
it could be about choosing things, a yes-no question, an essay..

but why our mind make it sounds hard?
why we see the small things and not concentrate on the big one?

maybe the answer is:
because we are complicated.
a very complicated creation.

and we always fall to the same trap, are we? :)
that's what happened to me. how's your?
posted by Asa at 2/21/2004 06:13:00 AM

Second Dream

In this second dream
I saw a young girl intimidate
in her school society

she's smart, friendly
but everybody avoid her
with no reason.
somebody even tried to rape her
in his car

at last, she cried
asking for all people
what's wrong with them
what's wrong with her
posted by Asa at 2/15/2004 11:40:00 PM

Feel's Like B*tch

I feel like a b*tch
hungry for your love
but you role your own game
I don't understand.

I feel like sick
all things turn to bittersweet
someone must kill one of us

Damn!
posted by Asa at 2/14/2004 08:47:00 PM

Feel So Black

3 different friends speak up their mind: leave him!
3 different friends whom not knowing one each other..
and maybe they are right.
maybe.

I just think that on 15 or saturday (near to 15 feb), I must say goodbye again..
this is not containing what my friend said on him. this is my own decision. I have think that someday if nothing goes on, I must "break up" (though he's not my bf yet) him.

he is a good guy, but good is not enough -- I think.
I need him to be able to speak up his mind.
he looks like to running away..

from the "big say goodbye" on august last year, I think there's no change.
if any change, it's only about 1%.
I felt like going no where.
posted by Asa at 2/06/2004 09:04:00 AM

A 1000 for He's So Far Away

A little happiness when today I actually cry (almost) without reason.

You. Am I dreaming too much?
ah, the more about you -- the blue.

posted by Asa at 2/01/2004 11:11:00 AM

Broken

My friend said, I might be hope that he loved me.
Maybe she was right..
I was hope too much..
posted by Asa at 2/01/2004 09:14:00 AM

My resolution

My resolution for this year: up-dating my blogs layout!
posted by Asa at 1/22/2004 12:32:00 PM

Tanpa Rasa

Tanpa rasa, rasanya..
tidak ada yang bisa menakik yang limbung ini
semakin tak berasa..
namamu nyaris jadi nisan.

hampir tak berasa..
aku berguling jatuh. jatuh jauh ke bumi..

Sorry, no translation but the story is about my feeling about him right now
posted by Asa at 1/22/2004 11:51:00 AM

New Friend

Got a new friend from Malay. She is talking about LOVE matters.

Anyway, I just realize how long I didn't update my blog.
The problem, I sometimes too lazy :) and many part of the story had written in Lovestories.com

Hei, yesterday a Chinese New Year. Hm, I missed my friends from that office.
posted by Asa at 1/22/2004 11:24:00 AM